An old lady in a grimy house gown lids half opened revealed perfect unstaring eyes wrinkled lips remained half snagged on yellowing teeth
I strapped on latex gloves and touched and prodded and felt the skin I rubbed the fore head with my fingers trying to massage her quietly awake I played with the eye lids pulling them back up with my fingertips then released them and watched as they slowly shuthalfway back down in silence It was hard to believe those eyes remained sightless so I reached over and held her hand
Under the veiled lashes of heaven am I kept warm at night under the mantle of sleep. Hidden in the mur- mur of that falling shadow lies my love protected To stop loving her would be to shut my heart to all the living women of earth To make of them a false memory never to manifest Thus my real memory of her becomes a living mirror through which she may continue to haunt me all the remaining days of my life Not all ghosts are borne of death, but all deaths bear ghosts
for Lucius It doesn't matter how much attention one pays if grim extinction comes for them. And we all got here for free—without paying attention. I suggest we all enjoy the ride while it's still happening. In fact, the skins shed from extinction have been torn off our own back like a fuse trailing behind us—a comet's tail if you will—and even if you won't agree or clearly see what I do see a glacier evaporates slow as it forms and you know when they're finally gone nobody shall compare one to the buried analogy of these burning humans from here on up .
Cosmic micro- wave back ground appears as ancient light imprinted on the sky from When the universe was about three hundred and seventy thousand years old Today faint traces of ancient light yet linger upon our eyes and remarkably it appears not evenly spread out across our universe Extremely small fluctuations in this shroud of light which make it appear to be clotted are in fact seeds from which grew the galaxies we see about our self today
The universe began in a hot dense state which exploded outward at a rate exceeding the speed of light Then it began to cool even as it continued to expand and Now here we are to day